How often in life do you question your actions? Wonder if you did the right thing, or the wrong thing? Over-Analyze a conversation?
I caught a glimpse of my past today. Parts which I have always questioned my actions. I know even now, I would have done it differently. I couldn't live with the guilt I felt at the time, so I took certain actions. I have always had regret.
Years later it was revisited, and I was left with the impression it didn't matter as much as I thought it did. I left that brief encounter thinking boy had I done the right thing.
Tonight, I heard the other side of story, first and second chapters. It has given me a lot to think about.
You can analyze and pick apart everything you have said or done in your life, but you can't change a thing. And without someone else confirming or denying their reactions to your actions, you will just end up frustrated.
I know in my heart, I did the only thing I could do at the time that would allow me to sleep at night. If doesn't take the regrets though. As I've said before, timing is everything.
In the meantime, I will go to sleep knowing I made an impact.
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